Met someone I like, with language, cultural, geographical, age barrier... There's just no time to fill in the gap and build up something that could overcome all these. In the wrong time and space, it's not gonna work out.

I don't quite know how to explain myself, and I hope ppl don't assume that they understand me when nobody really does. I started hating myself.

I don't know how to deal with people who never admit their mistakes and never say sorry. God please grant me wisdom, patience, serenity, and a loving heart.

Economist Tim Jackson: "People are being persuaded to spend money we don't have on things we don't need to create impressions that won't last on people we don't care about." lol i wonder how true this is.. I think I'm more being persuaded to show tolerance I don't have on gossips I don't want to bother with to create impressions that won't last on people I don't care about.