Many people might think I've lots of friends, I thought so too, but when the moment came when I wanted to share my joy with someone whom I can always turn to, I can hardly think of any. I think they don't deserve what I can give, but maybe it's just coz I don't deserve their best too. I thought I was good, but apparently I'm not good enough, at least for those whom I wish could care a bit more. Relationship is so fragile, life is so unpredictable, I'm so tired...